i got this from a friend..... gee... *sigh*

I was once a simple and happy-go-lucky girl. I never cared what others would comment because I’m free. I never got tired in what I do, whether good or bad, coz I cared for no one except myself in that classroom of ours. Until HE crashed unto my world. A very jolly with a guy-next-door image. Not a day w/o a smile in his face. He got these very energetic auras that as time passed I really miss.... I always thought that you would fit as a good ahiya since I long for it ever since but my mind says no... I’m torn. I don’t know what to do and what to act anymore. I think it’s your entire fault in the first place; you let me fall for you. You always made me feel that there is something that binds us... yes, friends maybe but not. I always want to see you, talk things up with our soooooo messed up life, and hold your hands and a lot more.

Honestly, I’m really pissed off when you're with this certain girl or girls rather. It really makes me sick. My day: BOOM!!!.... Even if I should not... I really got jealous. Funny huh?! But that's what I got to feel every time it happens... *sigh* it’s not right and obnoxiously wrong but I can’t help me self either. I really can’t figure how to control it. I’m not INLOVE. Of course, I can’t... I do have a boyfriend whom I love and vice-versa. But what's with the attitude?!!!!!!! ARRRGHHHH!!!!!

We can’t be. And there’s no US in the first place. We’re FRIENDS and that’s all I could ask for. I don’t want to loose you, the second time around and so as the friendship that you’ve offered. So now, let me tell SAYONARA to my stupid “feeling” and retain what we have started. After this, emotional-disturbing monologue everything would shift back to normal. No feelings. No weird actions. Just a commoner.

I’m always here and I’ll always love you.

Goodbye.

hahaha.... kinda' touchy though very... uhm, unfaithful too.... :P well, i really think it's not her fault to fall... maybe the guy really is sweet... maybe... err, i dunno... i dont wanna be in her shoes... i think i cant handle that one... and besides i've got my cookie na already... so why asked for someone else.... (haha... hope he's reading this.... ding... ding... ding)

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MYMP - A Little Bit


I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should I let you know
I was never really like this before
Need I say more

Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me

[Chorus:]
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall

I'm always on the run to see you
Would you allow me to
It wasn't my attention to hurt you
This feeling is true

Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me

[Chorus:]
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall